My world is crashing around me. My mom is dying. People are saying "I'll think of you" when all I can respond back is "fuck you! - my mom is dying".. (don't get me wrong.. she deserves to be whole and pass from this life into the next... but what part of "healthy" hears 'I'll pray for you" and gets upset? .. me. that's what part. I want to scream.. the woman who pushed me out of her vagina and screamed and hated it, (told me many times! - wow I love that honesty!) is now dying. I'm pissed that it's taken so long for her to be reunited with her hubs (passed Oct 2014) .. but her passing will mark the end of my parents. shit.